|so crush me baby, i'm all ears...
||[Oct. 11th, 2004|06:19 pm]
|||||Rufio - Why Wait?||]|
Do you sympathise with the fans who are a bit pissed off that they have been fans of yours from the beginning and now there is a whole new breed of fans that you have collected along your travels and also from having your video on music channels? - Ellie from Cheshire, UK
jesse: i absolutely do. and we are glad that we have fans that love us so much that they want to keep us to themselves. i've been in that postion a few times and it sucks. unfortunately there is nothing you can do about it. i just hope our fans now trust us to keep doing what we are doing and to give them their dues. this band rests on their shoulders, not ours. and we know that.
_-_This was taken from a fan interview on brandnewrock.com. the answer given by mr. jesse lacey makes me love him and the band 1000000000000X more than i already did_-_
anyways, wow, i have not updated in a real long time...so much has been going on lately.
Well, let's go back in time to October 2nd, 2004. This was the day of the long-awaited TAKING BACK SUNDAY/fall out boy/matchbook romance show. it was, needless to say, the most incredible display of musical talent i have ever witnessed in my entire life. i loved it more than air, heh. i almost dies during matchbook romance, but thankfully paul was there to save me. we got pretty damn close and had a fucking awesome time. i love TAKING BACK SUNDAY more than air and ice cream!
Then, on October 3rd i almost died, honestly. my blood sugar got really really low and i went into a hypoglycemic coma for a few hours. luckily my little sister found me and then my parents called the paramedics. it was the scariest thing that has ever happened in my life. it almost seemed like a dream and, at one point, i swear to god i saw paul and adam lazzara sitting on my sisters bed. and when i came around one of the first things i asked was where paul went. my mom was like, 'sweetie, paul isn't here, we can call him though if you want'. i told her not to, i called him later that night. very scary stuff....
so, this weekend was homecoming! zac and i went together and we looked totally fucking hottt!!!! i wore a sexy-asss black dress with white fishnets and long white pearls and zac had on black pants and a black shirt with white suspenders and an almost-white tie. then i had my hair in a sorta vanity-hawk and zac had a totally hott emo-hawk! we had so much fun, it was grand!!
i must be going now, time for dinner!
paul, my love, if you find this (lol) this lyric is for you:
"you shine so bright, you are the star that's in my sky. and i am yours, and you are mine"